I am

Most of them look at me with lust. Of what I have physically. Even the looks lure the eyes deeper in me.

I get offended easily, bitter and I come near and pull away before they could blink their eyes. Im not a manequin nor a puppet.

I want to be near for who I am, with full respect.

Yesterday, few guys including my ex showed the affection. He tried to build the intimacy but once I discovered I pull away slowly without him noticing it. I dont care how you feel but I care more of what I should than you.

I love my body, Yes! I love myself, Yes! That with respect. I look after it. I spend buying cream and lotions, taking good food to make sure my skin is still smooth despite the age I am in now. I love it the way it is.

Keep on bragging my children to start looking after their skin from now. But i guess they have not build the feminity just as yet. When i have the time, ill do that for them. Just love the way it penetrates to my skin. I hope they will soon discover why they should take care of theirself now.