My Personality

Your Hidden Talent

Your natural talent is interpersonal relations and dealing with people.
You communicate well and are able to bring disparate groups together.
Your calming presence helps everything go more smoothly.
People crave your praise and complements.

You Are 70% Weird

You're so weird, you think you're *totally* normal. Right?
But you wig out even the biggest of circus freaks!

Your Blogging Type is Unique and Avant Garde

You're a bit ... unusual. And so is your blog.
You're impulsive, and you'll often post the first thing that pops in your head.
Completely uncensored, you blog tends to shock... even though that's not your intent.
You tend to change your blog often, experimenting with new designs and content.

Your Career Type: Artistic

You are expressive, original, and independent.
Your talents lie in your artistic abilities: creative writing, drama, crafts, music, or art.

You would make an excellent:

Actor - Art Teacher - Book Editor
Clothes Designer - Comedian - Composer
Dancer - DJ - Graphic Designer
Illustrator - Musician - Sculptor

The worst career options for your are conventional careers, like bank teller or secretary.

Your Seduction Style: Prized Object

The seduction game you play is tried, true, and still effective: hard to get.
You know that the best seducers turn the tables - and get their crush to seduce them.
The one running has the power, and you're a challenge that is worth the chase.

You are a master of enticing and pulling back. Giving a little and taking some away.
You are controlled enough to know rewards come after a long seduction dance.
Even though you want to call, email, or say "I love you" first - you don't!

You're style is the perfect mix of hot and cold - so much so that you have many suitors.
Think Holly Golightly from Breakfast at Tiffany's ... or any of those creepy guys from the Bachelor.
You're skilled at inspiring a chase. The real test is picking the person to slow down for.

You Are 40% Boyish and 60% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

What Your Sleeping Position Says You are calm and rational.
You are also giving and kind - a great friend.
You are easy going and trusting.
However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.

Your Heart Is Purple

For you, love is about establishing and developing a deep connection.
If it's true love, it brings you more wisdom and inner strength.

Your flirting style: Sincere

Your lucky first date: An afternoon at a tea house

Your dream lover: Is both thoughtful and expressive

What you bring to relationships: Understanding

Your Eyes Should Be Violet

Your eyes reflect: Mystery and allure

What's hidden behind your eyes: A quiet passion

Your Love Element Is Earth

In love, you have consistency and integrity.
For you, love is all about staying grounded and centered.

You attract others with your zest for life and experiences.
Your flirting style is defined by setting the scene, creating a unique moment in time.

Steady progress and stability are the cornerstones of your love life.
You may take things too slowly, but you never put your heart at risk.

You connect best with: Fire

Avoid: Wood

You and another Earth element: need each other too much to build a good foundation

Brain Pattern

Your Brain's Pattern You have a tempered, reasonable way of thinking.
You tend to take every new idea in, and meld it with your world view.
For you, everything is always changing. Each moment is different.
Your thinking process tends to be very natural - with no beginnings or endings.


Your Personality Is Artisan (SP)

You are both grounded and flexible. You adapt well to new situations.
You are playful and free spirited - but you are also dependable and never flaky.

You don't do well in conservative, stuffy situations.
It's probably very hard for you to keep a normal job or stay in school.

You are always up for fun and adventure. Most people are too boring for you.
You take risks and bend the rules. And if things don't work out, you chock it up to life experience.

In love, you tend to take things quickly - but you have a huge problem with commitment.

At work, you need to make your own rules. You're best suited to be an entrepreneur.

With others, you are animated and physical. You prefer doing something with friends to just hanging out.

As far as your looks go, you tend to be buff and in good shape. Your spend more time on your body than your clothes.

On weekends, you need to keep active. From cooking up a storm to running a 5K, you wear yourself out.

Family Ties

The long holiday has brought me to PD where all the memories residing beside the beach. The sunset, the swimming pool, the greens, the breeze, the environment is embracing me in the natural way. How my nights was filled with laughter with all the colleagues and bos who loved to sit down and chat till the wee hours. Before I lay down on my pillow I make each and everyone coffee and wave them goodnight.

From my room I can hear the sound of music that the wave brought to my ears with the soft melody and heartily Im lost in my own lusty desire to be back to nature. My fantasy begins on the sandy white beach and the natures calling me into the water showering me with the love from all around. I feel good and peace.

From PD I drive down to Melaka taking the old kampong way where the beach is on my right. I cant let the wind just goes off like that. I wind down the window so that the breeze can still slap over my skin and give me the fresh feeling. My smile never fade from my lips and the kids was enjoying their outing.

I had a good rest and sleep the first night I was in Melaka town. Dot has got his plan that night and he cant come. I don’t mind either. I took the kids down to Mahkota Parade to get some stuffs. Again as soon as I hit the pillow I slept soundly without even think I should be going for a walk on the Jonkers Street.

I attended a relative wedding where I find more and more of my relatives. They hug me, kiss me awww hahahhah im flattered.

Im not a kid anymore, but the meeting was good and im glad im well welcomed. I head home and mom hop in with us and asked for stimboat food in Pantai Kundor. I never realized Melaka has got a lot more to offer beside Klebang beach, Perigi Hang Tuah, Tanjung Bidara, numbers of mosque and etc. I just love the beach, the scenery. Why did I fall in love with nature and not man. Can nature lie to me? Can nature really puts me off about life. After eating they followed me back to my room and they bathe and solat. Later then we parade over to Mahkota Parade and check out lots of thing. We had a drink after and lepak in my room while kids play UNO and we join in.

They left me after midnite and we hit the sack soon after. I had a chance to trim my hair and walahhhh I had a new hairstyle. I called dot and left Melaka slowly enjoying the green scenery.

All and all I enjoy my outing very much. I am feed with love and passion. Im blessed with all his mercy. Thank you god, I love you always for giving me all the love and passion to love everyone around me my way.

Date released: 281205 (12.30am)
Mood: soothe and calm

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

Tuesday, 27 Dec 2005

Mood: Artistic

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

Your Dominant Intelligence is Bodily-Kinesthetic Intelligence

You are naturally athletic and coordinated, good at making your mind and body work together. Sports are fun and easy for you, especially those requiring good hand - eye coordination. There's also a good chance you're a great dancer, or good at expressing yourself through body language. You learn best by doing, and you feel like you've always got to be moving (even if it's just your hands). You would make a good athlete, physical education teaches, dancer, actor, firefighter, or artisan. Your Blog Should Be Red Your blog is full of intensity and passion. You are very opinionated - and people love or hate you for it. You have the potential to be both a famous and infamous blogger. Your Blogging Type is Artistic and Passionate You see your blog as the ultimate personal expression - and work hard to make it great. One moment you may be working on a new dramatic design for your blog... And the next, you're passionately writing about your pet causes. Your blog is very important - and you're careful about who you share it with.

Raunchy Farmie @ Lynn

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

Raunchy farmie@Lynn
Current mood: accomplished

Up to date this is my site, that has been giving me full of steam and excitement when I can blurbs, rant and rambles just about anything comes to mind.

When I talk to friend, or people I have to be careful and aware that I might hurt their feelings directly or indirectly. But by writing I don’t have to. You feel it hurt you, leave this space and reside to your den or hop on to another space that favours or care more of your feelings.

I want to be able to express. Time to time I was reminded to be sensitive about feelings around me. Dear friends sorry, perhaps they are time and place but I want to speak out my mind, my heart out here. Leave my space if its hurt you. This is reality, we don’t listen to things that hardly favours to us. We listen those only perfectly on our side.

Nobody can change that except ourselves. Ive been there, done that and now when it is not favouring to me, I listen first, then weigh and measure, then think and do some reflection and take some objective from there or later sometime.

So far I have been successful doing it. Thankful to poker, arip, konat, rom, tee, sam, widi, arif, exit, aniz, leen, dot and etc. To my confidante, I like to say my personal thanks to you for everything is clear now and easy. Ill pray, may god grant you all your wish, wealth and fortune. May luck be with you next. To dearest girlfriends, Leen, Zana, Aniz, Mellissa, Tee, Rom, Marie, Asha, Yan, Tini and the rest thank you for all of you are good reader.

This thing started for Rizuani when he first ask me whether I have myspace account. Known as Kedai RM2 who has bring me into this and then it wide spread by chatting or word of mouth. Good and bad point by having this has make me learn a lot.

To know more friend from near and far. Being far it feels like so close, being close once and now not anymore. Many don’t like my frankness and being truthful. Many thinks I talk about em, many do talk behind. I realized many things and yet I choose to keep it and remain silent unless im asked or being confront. Call me devil, sinner, biatch or whatever for the truth are behind you.

Some says I am like a philosopher when I used tricky statement and make things easier by how I see things my way. Some says I beat around the bush. But hey, I never want you to think the way I think. You find your way of getting things clear your way. Life is circling around, it comes and goes like waves.

I want to simplify what I have gone thru to make it less headache and enjoy bit of it while I can. No one can bring the joy to you except you yourselves.

Signing off from here soon to give all of you the happiness to the fullest. To some people who might think telling tales are my breed and bread, perhaps you should rethink again who came to whom when you needed some ideas of confrontation.

I like to ask you right on to your face rather than hiding behind your bushy shit of lies. And for some reason I still hold the truth only for the best of me, you and them. So that he, her, them will be happy to taste what god has granted. So now im residing to my own den and path for the colours i've choose are far more beautiful than i did last.

Sign by:
Lynn @ raunchy farmie

P/S: Beej i forgot you came last minute and retreat without saying anything but hey u still there fresh in my mind. Dizz keep on Sengaying... I love your smile, it blooms and crack me whenever I saw it. Heart lies, Instinct Never and so i stick to it. Thanks again for coming to my page... Adioss

Released:221205 (12.24pm)
Mood: Joyful
Posted: 162
Comments: 224
Views: 5734
Kudos: 27

Apakah salah untuk jatuh cinta?

Salahkah untuk jatuh cinta?

Satu soalan dipetik dari akhbar harian metro bertarikh 22 Dec 05.

Tidak salah jatuh cinta demikian adanya adat manusia, tetapi yang tidak baiknya memadu asmara di tempat awam. Tempat dimana anak-anak dan keluarga beriadah. Dimana kesalahan dapat diletakkan?

Ibu bapa atau diri sendiri?


Released: 221205 (1148am)
Mood: Bouncy

Dame un beso para siempre

Tiada siapa sebenarnya yang dapat menyelami hati seorang ibu selain anak perempuannya sendiri yang suatu waktu akan menjadi ibu juga sekiranya diperkenankan oleh tuhan.

Apa yang dipotretkan diluaranku adalah sesuatu yang amat gagah kuat dan tabah tapi pada hakikatnya, meruntun dan hancur berkecai. Satu demi satu dugaan datang mencabar kewibawaan dan juga ketaqwaan maupun iman.

Jika diturutkan hati mau saja ku lari jauh dari sini dan jauh dari sekeliling yang menghantuiku.

Mereka tidak akan tahu bagaimana rasanya seorang ibu tunggal yang harus bermati-matian mempertahankan ombak dan badai yang datang melanda kehidupan sehari-hari.

Mereka hanya akan nampak luarannya saja. Potret indah yang ku lukis memang pandai memain peranan tetapi kejiwaan ku tidak dapat menipu setiap pelusuk lukisan hati yang ku coret. Aku tidak ingin meminta lagi, tidak ingin mengharap lagi. Aku hanya ingin memenuhi kehendak alam agar mereka sampai kesatu destinasi.

Mungkin aku selalu lupa padaNYA, mungkin aku selalu khilaf padaNYA tapi jalan yang kau tunjukkan ku satu-satunya yang ku turuti. Aku tidak mau pada mereka yang datang hanya untuk mengahwini kerana tuntutan nafsu.

Aku tidak mahu mereka yang datang padaku hanya untuk menolongku. Aku tidak mahu mereka yang datang hanya kerana ingin meluah perasaan. Aku bisa menjadi segalanya yang kau maukan tetapi untuk menjadi apa yang aku mau adalah tidak mungkin. Mungkin tuhan belum lagi ingin memberi maka aku pasrah.

Memori pergilah menjauh dariku, jangan kau datang lagi. Mereka semua mengusik perasaan dan ingatan walhal aku sebenarnya menjauhinya. Hanya segelintir teman saja yang mampu mendengar atau membaca ini, walaupun teman baikku sendiri tidak akan mengetahui coretan ini.

Aku perhatikan apabila aku berkata tentang kebenaran, tentang kebaikan dirinya sendiri, tentang nilai dirinya sendiri dia cepat-cepat mau meletakkan telefon. Dia mahu aku bersetuju apabila dia mengatakan ingin menghantar anaknya pada bekas suaminya hanya untuk memenuhi tuntutan suami sekarang.

Mungkin aku salah kerana memikirkan ia pada caraku dan fikiranku tapi kupasti jika yang ini dituruti kemudian nanti anak kedua dan ketiga pula yang akan disingkirkan. Akhirnya jika dah tak punya apa lagi untuk disingkirkan, apakah dirinya sendiri pula mau dileraikan.

Mungkin takdirku hanya mendengar dan untuk itu aku akan terus mengunci mulutku lagi untuk kesekian kalinya. Aku hanya ingin menilai diriku apakah yang telah kulakukan untuk ibu ayah, adik-adik, anak-anak dan saudara maraku adakah merupakan terbaik bagi mereka dan diriku. Atau benarkah ada yang tidak mau aku gembira seperti yang lainnya. Aku menyerahkan diriku sepenuhnya untukmu tuhan. Kerana hanya padamu untukku meminta dan berserah.

Aku rindu pada belaian sayang. Ibu, ayah dimanakah dikau. Semalam aku bermimpi lagi, abah membelai kepalaku. Menitis airmataku mengenangkannya. Seumur hidupku berapa kalikah aku mendapat belaian seperti itu sedangkan seumur hidupku dibesarkan dalam keganasan dan kekasaran. Salahkah aku menuntut sedikit kasih sayang. Dan apabila simanis senyum meleret dan empunya sorot mata itu meletakkan tangannya ke atas kepalaku membelai dan memujuk dengan kata sabar aku lebur dalam kasih yang bukan kepalang gembira. Tapi hadirnya hanya seketika kerana aku tidak mungkin mengambil milik orang lain. Insyaallah...

Date released: 211205 (12.43am)
Currently listening: Para seimpare
Mood : Melancholic