Man and Woman

God created WOMEN
From the rib of a MAN
Not from his Head
To Top him up
Neither From his Feet
To be Walked upon
She was made from his Side
To be his Equal
From Under his Arm
To be protected by Him
From very near his Heart
To be LOVED by him

And now i am going to seclude myself in my barns. Calm and quiet far away from anyone as i was made by mistake....

Colours of HER

Colours of Her
Current mood: calm

Penna: Lynna
Released: 110706
Mood: Unsure

How raunchy can farm be? How wild can she goes? How adventurous she can be? How evil she is towards people around her? How kind is she when she is only a farmgirl who barely have everything except the angel of god?

For the love HE grant for her. She seek for HIS mercy and blessing. Although she is given all the hardest testament in life, she took it with smile although her heart cried in pain, soul cried in vain but she knows at the end of the day when she carry her FAITH close within her and believe this is only a small testament in her path, she would then smile again with the morning glory, with the sun shining, with the rainbows piercing colours, with the sparkling stars blinking and with the moon brimming bright.

This is what she loves most. In her there is greens, water, wind, earth, horizon, rainbows, sun, stars. thunderstorm and moonlight. The nature characteristics is captured in her soul and mind for reason to believe and understand why it is created such way.
The water element sooth her mind and soul whenever she is raptured with emotions or disturb by people surround her. She finds her passion by secluding herself at the beach or being in the forest where greens resides all her volcanic emotions or sadness. She soaked herself in the coldness and recite as many of his calming word of wisdom to soothe herself in the beauty life and nature.

Her willingness to accept any kind of obstacles and consequences after the fall or her marriage and the opennes of advice and word of tomorrow. Her past is her benchmark of living now and day after. Being positive and cautious all the time doesn't make her less than a person who does make mistakes from time to time.
With full of smile she started her status being a wife after choosing her man of her life. Hoping and praying it will be everafter. But she believe HE set her path the way it is in 'Tajul Muluk" her book of faith and fate.

She is aiming to have beautiful life with him till the end but she is holding her faith, she will again meet her soulmate or rather end her life with her beautiful angel of heart till a day they are taken by their soul partner.

Till next she is blessed somehow she still can smile, have a shelter for her beloved daughter, home that filled of love and joy, love from her friends and admirers, prays from the above who decides of her life tomorrow.

3.20pm

Man and ME...

Penna: Lynna
Released: 100706 12.28pm
Mood: Confused

Category: Blogging

My feelings towards men nowadays are upside down and mixed up. Yes, I do enjoy their company but thats about all. For the time shared, moment explored and understanding captured. Apart from that soon after i went home, be with my friends, family or kids they are forgotten again.

When im alone again, one by one come question pops out again for me to think. Worth or not， to have or not to have, to be with, to think of, reasons to believe, why they are here for me. Would i need them as they needed me. Would i be fair to them just the way I was with my ex hb.

How true it is they are for me?

Yes, they are charming, warm, comfortable, hard, witty, soft, calming, but a reason for them to accomodate me in their zone, or my zone is still a question to me.

Why are they needed in my life?
I need to be love not just to be taken forgranted. Where you forget about me in between your busy schedule or be it with anyone you are in to. Love and affection are not just suppose to be shown by words or actions. There are many ways formality or not. Perhaps i have many to give but not to received or may be i am forgetting i never forgotten by HIM. He love me indeed whenever i thought about him every now and then. Whenever i am. Its just the way im showing it perhaps not right. Or may be not enough.

Weird

Penna: Lynna
Released: 070706
Mood: Worried

Men nowadays come cheap with weird idea and thinking. Scary and sarcastic at times. It makes me think so much about them again. Why i am still around them, talking, understanding and share their thoughts.

But it was not the point and the main subject. Most of them are so self centred and greedy. They just want what they want and releasing it in many forms and way. E.g straying, having scandal or affair despite being married, rape, etc.

Wierd really weird...

Angels Among Us, Angels Within Us
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes

Penna: Lynna
Released: 060706
Mood: Cheerfull

Category: Sharing

Terpanggil dengan rasa kecintaan terhadap seluruh umat didunia. Yang kaya tetap kaya, yang miskin tetap hina, yang gah tetap diatas sana, yang susah tetap mencari dirinnya.

Semasa pelayaranku mencari dan tercari hati terpanggil dengan frasa yang sangat menarik ini maka kuteruskan pelayaran sehingga menusuk jauh kesudut hati. Walau aku susah hari ini, ada lagi yang lebih susah. Mungkin kita tak menyedari kerana kealpaan dalam pencarian duniawi dan diri namu ukhuwah kemudian hari sering dilupakan.

Bagi yang ingin mengerti apakah pencarian hidup dan ketajaman mata hati inilah yang ingin ku kongsi hari ini. Frasa yang akan menyatakan seribu keindahan terhadap ciptaan illahi. Untuk Ida terimakasih kerana pengongsianmu...

"Angels Among Us, Angels Within Us"

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C/O Tamjis Hj Rakim and Rohana Saidin
53-B Kg Selabak Luar Batu 3
Jalan Changkat Jong
36000 Teluk Intan, Perak, Malaysia

Rumah Titian Ashraful Rohaniah Teluk Intan:

"To Live, To Learn, To Love, To Leave A Legacy"

Kita semakin lupa apabila kita senang, kita diduga sedikit tapi amat berkeluh kesah, namun mereka yang disana lebih derita namun senyum tetap tersungging jua. Doaku untuk mereka agar terus tersenyum kerana senyum mereka merupakan mentari bagi mereka yang tahu erti hidup yang sebenarnya...

Ameen

10.12am

New Born

New Born
Current mood: cheerful

Penna: Lynna
Released: 060706
Mood: Happy

Category: Family

To add more joy of the day, i just had another nephew. Born at about 3.30pm, 05 July 06. Cute, fair, round and beautiful. It's another Cancerian in the family besides my brother and me. So now we have 4 persons born in July beside my cousin brother in Melaka.

It has been eight years since my baby was born, now i get to smell the aura from heaven they said on newborn baby. So i did last night, and my comments was :

"Euwwww, he smells egg"
Hahahahah alll of us laugh because that very morning i did some omellete with toast for all of us (breakfast) and my sister couldn't wait to taste it. Hence thats how the egg's smell comes from. But the rest of his body smell's so beautiful, I can't wait for him to be brought home so i can cuddle him, kiss him and lullaby him.

It has been long since, but im glad i had the chance again to do it even it is not mine. Alhamdullillah.....

9.45am

Understanding...

Penna: lynna
Released: 050706
Mood: Calm

Category: Blogging

"I thought you are nice person!"

Was i creating an impression i am one???

One of my chatter said that this morning on what said about life and how i take people as they are. When he hit me with some a subject of my SG trip. I didnt know that i have to explain to people on certain things i do in life of why things should be taken its way. Strange and at last he has to say sorry for making the statement of hurting me. I dont do things to please anyone but merely on work basis and things should be done has to be done.

What was the impression i gave to people when people seek for me? And how do people define NICE in the first place.

First of all i dont come to people to ask neither to get their attention. If they offer and i dont want to take it, again it is my decision for not taking it up after considering lots of things in the measurement. Perhaps i always take people wrongly on why they come to me offering help while i know very well i can manage it somehow. Insyaallah. I'll have my way hopefully.

Ill go in details of what i have gone through a bit here and there. While the generous and sincere people remain those with intentions are gone.


On the other hand, i had this regular chatter who sent reminder always n broadcast throughout. Most of the time i ignore but sometime when i feel like broadcasting it again, i did this morning. Out of hundreth's i receive three beautiful statement which is this

female: Bgus lah kalau dah sedar, tapi jgn hanya cakap aja. Hati busuk kena buang lah semua nya bermula dari hati.

male 1: wondering sejak bila cik farm jadi ahli ulamak

Male 2:yup.. kiamat tak penah jauh..

I laugh and do some reflections on this statements. I do or you do??? YOu know, i know, you knew....

Well this is how positive and negative people could be in judging and be judge. I rest my case somehow.


Im glad today my first dotter has make me proud despite the rest when they doing bad in their first term. My twins are not well. Ive been out of sleep for almost three days and due to my treatment i am really not me.

1.54pm