Keliru

It is indeed difficult to to be in one relation. Trying hard to understand a charactor, passion, do & don'ts, likes and dislikes, anger, sadness, hatred etc. My stomach churn everytime i tried to go deep into understanding whats not in me but the other party as in a partner.



But i am trying everyday learning the best way of how do i do it without hurting his feelings nor trigger anything of his unliking.



Why do i have a crinnging pain inside. I am not angry yes i am sad. So yes i wans't angry but yes i am sad. It hurts me. Im feeling the pain, bcos i dont know what i did that he is so angry.



He is tight in his timing and schedule but its me who feeling the heat and being pressed of his tense situation n pressure.



I understand and asked was it the time WITH ME making him feeling he is out of his way, and boundaries. Was I AM the sole reason for making him into that situation. I shouldnt ask, i shouldnt question. I make time for it, for him, for me to explore the togetherness and if thats pressing him and i am the cause why did he actually agree when i said im coming.



Damn no more question.



Dear page...

I am only letting out what i feel since last nite. Was it my fault to cause time to stop when he is with me. What do i do actually. God help me. I am in love but i am managing hard to be so patience with the situation.

Am i not understanding enough. If i do, let me go... so you will be free at no cost

To love is to let go, let all the pain hurts just me.

Let it be, i dont want to be a reason for anyone failure. I have enough in life, if thats makes him happy then i will let him happy.

Dear heart,

Dont be sad as you know you can never be secured when you are in a relationship.

So please be tough as always and let him capture his success, let him be on top of the world as you will smile to see him smiling up there because you are not the source of his success nor a failure.

So dear heart, calm down at peace please. Dont be sad as sadness is never part of your dreams.
Smile, for your smile are only seen with whom who loves to share it with you...

To you mr1thefool, i am sorry for causing a trouble. I know you will be fine, successful and hope all your wishes will come thru.

Take care and may your future be in ur hand soon.

I love you....