Secured Moment

I was called for the second interview for a challenging love scene. hahahaha NO it was not... it was more of conversation, communication and lots of action which desire no words... It was just felt and so many question and answers gathers.

I was happy, sad, angry and it was mixed upon through out the whole situation. I hand the write ups... I study the action, the reason, the story, analyse and i know its not going to be any sooner or later it is just about going with a flow.

The journey was beautiful with greens, scenery, discovery, long walks, deep thinking, relaxing mind and soul. Uncomparable with colourful Vietnam nor Medan. Its a soothing one, no rush, stress. Lots of smile painted... Yeah the colour was beautiful.

My heart was lighter this time after i came back. Yes i know i am hoping but nothing much bcos i know its not going to be a bed of roses anyway and with that i came home feeling so much enlighten.

Now my aim is to correct what have i not given myself so far. A chance, love, desire and destiny...I will try...

Dear god help me through. Although im wrong please walk with me thru ....