Penna: Lynna(190106-12am)
Mood: Quizicall
Many factors can trigger stress disorder. If it is not manage carefully its going to be worst. Two and half days is enough to make me finish my malay novel about stress disorder which was made by oneself, family and being insecure and inferior.
Being in wealthy family doesn’t means what came by can be easily adopted. As long as we are called human difficulties, obstacles are there. Money can’t buy happiness if one are feeling uncertain and so possessive about the wealth they have or a person, as well as in managing them. One look at wealth as the reason to go near to a person. Be it for happiness, advantage, and opportunities or may be others.
As I go along with the novel where a father manage to get the asset by marrying a wife of a wealthy man. After marrying and getting a child the wife are commanded to transfer all the asset to his name. Marriage is sharing “your money is my money, my money is your money” before he gets the assets. When she denies him he become violent and cage his wife in a room and only granted for one meal a day.
Being in a house with his first wife, she was abuse mentally and physically by becoming his maid in his big and beautiful bungalow. One day she begged his first wife to let her loose and flee from Malaysia to Manchester and from there she started her new life.
First wife of a very rich man she was blessed with 2 sons and 2 daughters. Her first daughter was married of to a doctor who education was fully paid by her husband with one condition. When he graduated he has to marry his first daughter. A woman who was only educate until Standard 6 with a famous and successful specialist who owns a Specialist Hospital and few clinic. His assets is worth more than 10 million with one elite bungalow in KL and exclusive condo in Singapore.
His beautiful wife was blessed with 3 children and was prescribe with mental illness due to stress life she leads. She was ordered to stay in Singapore being away from her husband and his 3 kids. Reason due was for him to feel depressed with the situation and when his wife ask for his hospital and clinics to be transferred to her name when he cant stand to be lonely on his own in KL if he wants her to comeback to him. 20k a month was sent to her for her needs, shopping spree gala and her partying time from her darling husband.
Dr Jefri the successful doctor was a very patience man who fights his loneliness with his bz doctor’s life and fill his time with chat world and as well browse porn site to relief his lust and desire for woman. Came along Kesuma who was a drug pharmacologist was so modest and down to earth woman who associates every her daily life with praise to god all the time. Be it when she chat with Dr Jefri, her colleagues, her family and friends.
She met Dr Jefri daughter by accident in a bookshop and became good frens since then. Abdul came along who was a bodyguard, cum PA, cum driver, cum clerk a friend and etc to be a help to Dr Jefri. He was there to apply for a gardener job from Datin Kamariah who was Datuk Habib wife and father to Sarinita, Dr Jefri’s pretty wife.
While Sarinita was in Singapore she wasn’t look like she is a woman with mental disorder like prescribe by a doctor appointed by Datuk Habib. Datuk came to her house to pester her, to ask her to get her husband to change the name to her and then he can take that to his property to pay back all the money spend to raise her and to make him a successful Doctor now. He was paranoid when Sarinita scared to voice it out to her husband.
Datin Kamariah was so fond with Abdul, Dr Jefri’s driver or PA. He was young, tall, handsome, noble, humble, modest least but not last never forget his creator in his daily life.
Kesuma was taken aback of her own feeling towards Abdul and conflict arised when she made a decision of marrying him. Her mother saw the difference of the two in two different world. While Dr Jefri was trying his best to approach her and trying to be fair to his wife who was sick. Dr Jefri was on dilemma as to weather to follow his heart or still be sensible to his wife and her family. He has fallen in love with Kesuma.
Sarinita was so confused of why when she is with him she cant stand her feeling of jealousy and wonder where he goes at night if he is on call. Dr Jefri was one handsome man around his age of 40 and was successful at his age. Fighting his loneliness and desire was one thing he manage before meeting Kesuma and Pandan his cyber friend.
He talked it all to her during her chat and Abduls knows of his employer intention. Abdul himself was already fall for Kesuma and yet to reveal his feelings until one fine day they met to express each others. Kesuma who was so certain of her decision despite her mother rejection and she got her answered after performing her istikharah.
She was glad she was on the right track and two is tangoing the same soul music. She and Abdul flee on the day Datuk Habib being arrested by the police. Forging death slip of his second wife, selling her assets without consent and building and apartment on the said assets plus other chargers related to his wealth. Kesuma had the matter settle for Tania, first daughter of Sarinita and Dr Jefri by bringing her to Singapore to bring his whole family home to KL.
Sarinita was not actually sick with stress disorder or mental disorder. That was her feeling of being insecure and inferior of whom she is. Dr Jefri managed to find a physician for her to do perform counseling and boost her motivation and now she is learning new technology and understand bit by bit of her husband working style. She has her mind set for things and happy with all her family around her. Kesuma was happy that she can be her friend and become god sister to Tania, Dean and Sonia, Dr Jefri kids.
Datin Kamariah laughed at the arrestment of her husband. To her, god had paid cash on his cruelty and she is willing to testify for his greediness and unselfishness towards all the woman he marries. The only thing Datin Kamariah who was wheeled chaired after and accident was really sick now longing for Abdul to be back and to take her to Mekah as he promised.
Kesuma, Daniel, and Yatimah (Abdul/ Daniels Mom) appeared at the door of Hindun’s after few weeks being away. Kesuma is now certain that Abdul whom she met once was the person she met during the conference in Manchester 3 years ago. Daniel/Abdul is Datuk Habib son with his second wife Yatimah whom was locked up in a room with no mercy.
They visit Datin Kamariah and apologize for making Datuk Habib jailed. Daniel knows Datin wanted to see Yatimah before she dies and before she’s going to Mekah. Both of them apologize and make their way for umrah in Mekah together with paired newly wed. Daniel married Kesuma with her mother consent and Hindun now realize not every driver has bad intention to marry his successful daughter for her money. He was a millionaire himself beside his selfish, greedy, unethical, cruel father Datuk Habib.
Dr Jefri still waited for his Pandan friend to appear even now he knows he cant be with Kesuma who was a wife to his driver. Dean who happen to came to his room talking to Pandan revealed who J&H are and Kesuma@Pandan congratulate him of his victory to bring his whole family back to him and lead a happy life.
Novel: Hanya Kerana Cinta
Penulis: Norhayati Berahim
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Unselfishess, greediness, cruelty and whatsoever associating to that can cause stress to you or your immediate family. The instant urge to know something beyond your reach also can caused stress. Insecure and inferiority makes one so unstable and that cause stress too.
Being away for 2 ½ days caused by stress, weather, environment and much thinking, trigger my asthma attack together with my low sugar in blood. Heartbeat faster and heatiness strikes. Was sweating the whole day and shivering at the same time. God is sending a message to me. Stop chasing what the world can offer. Start thinking about death which can come in no time soon, think more of HIM but not what I can achieve now. I got it all, and nothing much to go for. I will go with the flow of nature. No one can dictate me anymore unless I allow it to be. My smile will always be my best friend ever.
The closeness, the bondage of my children are the fastest healing medicine and sensation I had. Without them I can be one mental disorder person too.
Ill be around now perhaps not like last time. This writing was a way of an escapism for me to express and reveal my feelings the way I wanted to be. Ill write my mind away and will always find an expensive topics to rant in here. Expensive because reality is such when its revealed. Get smashed and dashed nicely the way they think. I like that, isn’t that a challenge and im thankful for they still find a way to find me.
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