Patience or Passion

Penna: Lynna
Released: 18 May 06
Mood: Contented
Currently Listening: Berhenti Berharap

Patience and passionate are two different things which hold different emotion and notion. Why am I so much in love with this two. Both has different criteria on each set.
Patience…
Something that I hold on to it very long since I am a kid. Upbringing and daily route are not as smooth as others having to enjoy their life as kids. I take all the hardship as a lesson to grow to walk upon the journey of life. Most of those are kept as sweet memories although it was pain when I was first facing it. Now I tend to appreciate it my way as if I don’t have that, it wont be making me as hard as steel today to face difficulties.
So every testament today was just taken as another lesson to live and reason to believe why it is such and such. Life has so many path and level that I choose to live in this way. Although was offered a good life but I have to sacrifice my pride and principle, I choose to stop and take a break for a while and think.
Was it worth to explore because at the very end of the day it may tax my life, my future and also my destiny. Along the way when I left that behind and move on, the thoughts that linger the moment which past do make think again why did I not take it at least just to make my life better than yesterday and get justified.
Was I am that bad before, now or next. What I have left was just a luxury of which can be gotten if I work hard and focused on it. Nothing comes easy and nothing is impossible if one willing to explore and maneuver more on what they want. Faith is something that everyone should have but I know not many believe in it. Well everyone has their own choice and decision are always in their hand.
Passionate…
Everyone has passion and it depends on what they love to have and do. Passionate are often relate with intimacy where intimacy needs a lots tenderness.
Why passionate is related to intimacy? A closeness, tendency, hotsie etc. It depends.
Passionate in career, hobby, life or things that affecting individuals in anything their in love with.
How would one knows what kind of passions that they have in themselves. Only they would know. Their passions will outshine in everyway without being asked to show off. It happens naturally.
An artist will spend hours in completing a portrait without noticing how much time they took to finish it. A trekker will go as deep as they can in the forest just to breath the nature smells and being able to see what earth can offer in the jungle. A geologist will take years to find gems and stones and only to discover new thing that can be introduce to others.
A passionate lover will never give up so fast in finding true love along the way of life. Despite the obstacle and bumpy road they find the beauty in searching their companion/ partner and destiny.
Passionate individuals will swallow everything slowly without having to look back and taking every hiccups as a way to finish the exploration.
Passionately twirling over each and every fingers, trailing up and down along the curve without failing to explore every inch and nerve on the nape. Not forgetting the lobe of the ears, the contour of the eyes, the texture of the skin, the smells of the hair, the softness of the thigh and to feel the goosebumps standing next to your skin.
Passion, not many of us have that continuously in their life which often forgotten after sometime and they need to spice it up with new partner, new hobby, new career, path and so forth.

Passionate need passion and passion need compassion. To achieve those one has to be patient and to build that is all within you.

Dear readers, everything felt in everyway and manner has got lesson to be learned and it gave us way to understand thing that happen.
To love nature and understand why it is there is the best way to be passionate and being patient to adhere things that happen to ourself. Up to here, I have achieved something that I can’t tell what it is within me and by just telling you what it is. But I feel great by writing this I have explore my passion to write since a fren told this is the best way to beat my urge to drive to nowhere in the middle of the night and by doing this I know that I have gone deep inside me to know what I want and what I can achieve and what I crave for.
To Aznin and Rais, Noelle and the rest, you have made me someone that loved, hates, envied, and jealous by anyone and everyone. It only made me know way to appreciate myself, to go into me, to address my need, to find the true path of what I can do next should the be any changes. Life span could be hard, gentle, so so and rigid at times but to understand it accordingly to situation and time made the smile lingers and appreciated why is it happen there and then.
Till then the beauty in a person lies in what they found in them not what they seen ugly on others. I may not be perfect but I know there’s others are better or be it worst than me. I am blessed, happy and contented with what I have achieved so far and destined to…
Good night folks.

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